Who's gonna be playing firefight almost non-stop within the next month, I may be looking for some cool people to play with, I'm not the best at it or a pro, but I don't suck.

one day at a time.

Not too long ago I asked for the advice of my fellow newgrounds users about a girl that I was in love with, I spoke with her and laid my cards on the table, she shot me down telling me that she wanted to focus on college and her future career and that she wasn't looking for anybody period. She wanted us to remain friends though, so I was disappointed but not crushed.
Today she posted on her personal page that she is in a relationship with a guy }:O!! WTF??
I'm fucking pissed cuz it's not that she shot me down that hurts it's the fact that she lied to me and then she goes on a relationship with another motherfucker with her knowing I would find out.
FUCK.

I can't hardly wait, going to see D-9 and then going with some firends camping, awesome.

I don't know exactly how to use it, been searching on the net for tips and as soon as I have everything figured out I'm gonna somoke a couple of oz's of "tobacco" . :)

so if anybody wants spanish subtitles on their flash movie or game, PM and I'll do it out of the goodness of my heart and will only ask to be acknowledged in your submission.

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First of all I'd like to thank makeshift, dn83, just2hot2handle and specially tibol, for taking the time to give me some great advice on a situation I felt had not control over or just plainly didn't know what to do about.
I talked to the lady I love and to my dismay she didn't feel the same way, she feels that we should stay friends. :(
However, I feel great that I least got to talk to her about i felt and that I don't have this doubt about "what could've been" I know things will be weird between us and she may drift away from me, and that makes me sad, but all I can do is try to get over it and focus my time and energy towards something constructive.
Once more thank you all and I hope you are well, wherever you are. :)

hasn't been answering my posts on facebook, we're friends but I really like her and think the world of her and just waiting for a reply and not being able to work up the courage to call her is killing me inside cuz what if I call her and she's ignoring me on purpose and just doesn't know how to cut me loose without hurting my feelings??????????

I'm going insane................................
......I feel I won't make it through the month if she never talks to me again, could this be what falling in love feels like? I've never been in love but this feels like I drown every time I don't see her or hear from her and just knowing that she might be thinking of me or writes me brings a smile to my face and I act a little nicer, a little kinder.

I just don't know what to do......................

.....shooting up your world, watching all the resurection junkies losing ground.>>

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